Hey guys :],
0.0 somehow i managed to get 12,000 pageviews dont know how lol, and i wud just like to thank everyone for my page and ing all my artwork and all those comments where have u tried to pick me up from my depression , but unfortunately to no avail coz im pathetic , but ya , on a happier note thanks to everyone for all ur comments and 's

P.S ive decided not to put a picture up of myself because i think i will hate myself more , also had my passport photo taken the other weak and my god im ugly , so i think if i did put one up id just get worse :S

Seen this tag on 's Journal
1. tag 10 ppl (It's up to you yo do it)
2. answer all truthfully
3. take it in public!
4. tell all tagges on their profile that they have been tagged,
and link to your journal.

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Info
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[ ] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo. (been considering one but unsure :S)
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free (i wud use it too change everything about me, coz im not happy with the way i look or feel about myself, i hate myself so to say )
[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. (if that happens i will have a heart attack lol)
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[ ] I've sworn at my parents.
[x] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday. (probably wont happen tho )
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[ ] I'm in school (i was a few years ago but starting college in september doin games development course with my gud friend :])
[x] I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years
[x] I failed more than 1 class last year (in 6th form i failed all 3 classes :S, stupid depression and lazy arse me )
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[x] Disney movies still make me cry. (lion king and bambi lol)
[ ] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[x] I had a serious surgery. (a long time ago)
[ ] I've had chicken pox.
[ ] I've had measles

Traveling
[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada. (want to :])
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls. (want to :])
[ ] I've been to Japan. (want to :])
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[x] I've been to Europe. (i live in europe lol)
[ ] I've been to Africa. (love to :])

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star. (yet it nevercame true :S)
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[ ] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play. (in primary school lol)
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace. (dont have myspace or facebook)
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights. (wud love to see them :])
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[ ] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I'm single. (and foreva will be )
[ ] I'm in a relationship. (i doubt ill eva be in a relationship :S )
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[ ] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[ ] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.
(not the best section for me seen as i know fuk all about relationships and always will know fuk all )

Sexuality
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] I am a cuddler. (i dno wat i am )
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[ ] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger

Honesty/Crime
[ ] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[ ] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't. (i want to do sumthin but i cant its too selfish )
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[ ] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[x] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[x] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression. (or severe clincal depression :S)
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[ ] I shut others out when I'm depressed. (sometimes, but othertimes when i talk to my friends about it i find it gets a lot worse and when i try to make myself feel better it goes wrong all the time and i get worse again , so ive given up )
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[ ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[ ] I've hurt myself on purpose. (want to so much )
[x] I've woken up crying.


Death and Suicide
[ ] I'm afraid of dying. (eternal peace )
[x] I hate funerals. (been to too many in my lifetime )
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[x] Someone close to me has committed suicide. (many years ago )
[x] I've planned my own suicide. (yet i dont have the courage to do so )
[x] I've attempted suicide. (many years ago)
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[x] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[x] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random
[ ] I can sing well. (i wish i cud like my dad)
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily. (kinda, but it depends on the person :S)
[x] I watch the news.
[x] I don't kill bugs.
[ ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[ ] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower. (everyone does lol)
[x] I am a morning person. (mainly coz i hardly sleep)
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[x] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I love being neat. (i like to be tidy lol)
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[ ] I bake well.
[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[ ] I've worn pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] I am in love with love. (ive got no heart, and havent had one for a long time )
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[ ] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish. (might regret that one lol)
[ ] I love white chocolate
[ ] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games. (very rarely tho)
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[x] I'm good at remembering names.
[x] I'm good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

[x] All of those are answered honestly~


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